I'm just chillin' here at work waiting until 4:30. . .2 hours and counting! :D No, really, there are lots of things running through my mind right now because I have a lot of choices to make. Some of which are easy like, you know, the usual of what am I going to eat for lunch today or what am I going to do tomorrow.
There are more pressing questions though like what am I going to do in a year when I graduate. . .(read the next part with an announcer's voice). . .Will I
A. Find work in my field and be happy there.
B. Take the GRE while I am still in school, apply for graduate school & be accepted
C. Take some time off of school and work and then go back for a Masters.
Can you see why I am having that delima? There are multiple other options to these 3 combinations but this the basic set up. I am getting close to the end of my world as I know it and it is becoming SCARY!
I'm not even sure how I'm going to make it through next year with out a job. . .Or even were to find a job on campus that will be flexible and work with my schedule.
I have also been trying to be positive and up-beat about guys in general and also being happy being single for the time being and today it isn't working so good. If only I could get back into the swing of things and being happy. It is hard when you don't know what is going to happen and are also worried about school.
A major part of me says take a few semesters off and then go to grad school while the rest of me says just keep going! How do you deal with this problem?!?! I hate the constant struggle between two things. There is probably only one right answer for this and I have been trying to find it for a long time. . .it isn't so easy. Am I domed to be a student the rest of my life?
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