Snowboard

I am thinking about selling my board. . .
I am kind of afraid to get back on it. . .
I don't want to be paralyzed. . .
I love the sport so much it hurts to think about selling it.
I don't know.
Stumpy sort of kind of does. . .


Okay, other things I have yet to blog about.
I start my "new" job on Monday. I don't know, it is going to be difficult taking 10 more hours from my schedule to work. At least they love me and I can do homework if I have to. I do get a pay increase, and benefits, retirement options, work space, keys, to be on library committees and more responsibility. 8:00 mornings, blarg.
I am getting senioritis really bad, I just want out of school. I want some play time. A social life might also help.

For the second time I have asked a boy out and have been turned down because they had prior commitments. It SUCKS. I am going out on a limb to ask and I feel like it is breaking on me and I plummet to the ground and go splat. Some days this is why I want to be a pile on my bed FOREVER then I wouldn't have to talk to them.

I went to the temple yesterday and had a really nice time. I didn't expect to spend 4 hours there but I did initiatories and then a session. It was great. I feel so calm and at peace. I was inspired to read some things that I had been given at the end of my mission. It was from some previous APs.