Why?

I drove home from church wishing and wondering if there are any guys (lets qualify here any guy who is a worthy priesthood holder and is a good hearted person) who are interested in me for me. I don't mean for looks or they are nice just because they are or feel they have to be. I hope any and all of this is making sense. I would like to have a friend of the male gender (who is not attached to ANYONE) who would genuinely tell me I look nice or want to talk to me or even DO something with me, no strings attached, but yet finds my company delightful. Wouldn't that be nice? I think so. I am just so frustrated with this and it is probably just me and my way of thinking. I feel like it is in my face all the time because 2 of my roomies are dating and one is engaged. The engaged one and the younger of the two that are dating ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS talk about marriage and so it is a constant thing here at the bachelorette pad. Yet I am doing all I can to put myself out there. I go to all of the activities and things that I can, I have institute, I'm active in my ward, but still! There is only so much a girl can do!!!!!!!!!! I feel like I have done everything that the Lord wants me to up to this point in my life, and yet nothing is happening.

I'm most likely being very impatient, but sometimes I hurt so bad for someone (like now). . . good guy friends who want to do things with me and will talk to me and such. I felt very much ignored today at church by guys. . .what am I saying? I ALWAYS feel that way. Am I alone in this? CC has many guy friends, Kip has Fresno, Stewie. . .well she's married. . . Liza. . .that leaves us or am I alone in this because you have guy friends like that too? Am I too boring to talk to? Is that it or is it something else?

Does any of this make sense? Can you sense my frustration?