Monday, July 23, 2007

The Ultimate Player. . .

I have been listening to Tolstoy's book Anna Karenina on CD. There is one character that strikes me as the ultimate player and then eventually adulterer Ronsky and I know I didn't spell it right either.

I have been dealing with more DUMB feelings. . .I told CC that I wanted to make out. . .I really would love to, but seriously? Come on, I can see how it would make me feel the same I do now, and maybe even more lonely and worthless. Hmm. . .experience. Been there, done that, got rid of the boy. Talk about feeling used.


I just feel lonely right now.

1 comment:

ADDollhouse said...

I am sorry Cupcake. I am still trying to figure my own things out, which are, apparently the OPPOSITE problem. BLERGH. Either way, no fun I suppose.