| You Are the Middle Finger |
 A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem. You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious. However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it! You get along well with: The Index Finger Stay away from: The Pinky |
Monday, December 24, 2007
HA HA HA!
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Say what?
Yeah, I don't know. I want to post but, you know life is boring. School is done and I'm just working and running around. Nothing spectacular. I have had a big fibromyalgia flare up and it SUCKS. I am determined to make it stop, but I don't know how. Unfortunately it is my hands that hurt right now. Double sucky since I do a lot with my hands at work and such.
I want to hit the slopes also , but my room needs cleaning before I do that cause snow gear is under my bed in a tote that I can't get at with a messy floor. I am SOOOOOOO tired too. Not fun. I think the end of school hit me hard health wise.
I also just want to cuddle with someone and not think about the rest of the world. Hmm, how nice would that be. Did I mention that I feel like crying? I just want to be held and for once not have to be the person worrying about me. I want to worry about someone else, I want to care about someone else. I think that this is why I want a dog so bad.
At least I don't have to worry about a dress for the dance, make it do or do without. . .
I want to hit the slopes also , but my room needs cleaning before I do that cause snow gear is under my bed in a tote that I can't get at with a messy floor. I am SOOOOOOO tired too. Not fun. I think the end of school hit me hard health wise.
I also just want to cuddle with someone and not think about the rest of the world. Hmm, how nice would that be. Did I mention that I feel like crying? I just want to be held and for once not have to be the person worrying about me. I want to worry about someone else, I want to care about someone else. I think that this is why I want a dog so bad.
At least I don't have to worry about a dress for the dance, make it do or do without. . .
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
The Dress Saga. . .the end?
Ok, so amid the end of school, I went dress shopping for our ward Christmas Dance (which is an optional formal event) and fell in love with a dress. The store owner/manager said they could order one in my size, which ROCKED. It was beautiful, and I wanted it SO bad since the only other formal dress I have ever had was a choir formal. I was a beautiful vintage iradescent green with gold embroidery and beading. B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!!!!! They said that they would order it in (in my size) so I paid for it upfront with the stipulation that if it didn't fit I would get my month's rent worth of money back. I was called Thursday night and told that it was in, but that they didn't have it in a 20 so they ordered it in an 18 (which is the size that I had tried on in the store). GAH! Needless to say I was ticked. They should have checked before I even ordered and paid for it. It didn't fit. Blarg. I do have to say that it was a misses 18 and not a women's (thank goodness).
Last night right before bed I was thinking of what I am going to do for a formal. Then what my mom said popped into mind. I have a choir formal that we could remake. I have been complimented on it and the color is good. I am going to get some sheer black and make it preety. Yes, Preety. I will get some beads and remake that suckah beautifully. It will be great.I have a few ideas, but I don't want to spoil it and I don't want the other roomies to know that it was one of my choir dresses. It is just a dress that I didn't remember that I had that I added stuff to. Make it do or do with out! (I'm hoping that my mom is right and that she still has the dress hanging in the closet!)
In other news, all of my finals are done. All I have left is an assignment due thursday and to finish my internship (over the break).
Last night right before bed I was thinking of what I am going to do for a formal. Then what my mom said popped into mind. I have a choir formal that we could remake. I have been complimented on it and the color is good. I am going to get some sheer black and make it preety. Yes, Preety. I will get some beads and remake that suckah beautifully. It will be great.I have a few ideas, but I don't want to spoil it and I don't want the other roomies to know that it was one of my choir dresses. It is just a dress that I didn't remember that I had that I added stuff to. Make it do or do with out! (I'm hoping that my mom is right and that she still has the dress hanging in the closet!)
In other news, all of my finals are done. All I have left is an assignment due thursday and to finish my internship (over the break).
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Francie Pants and homework
I should be doing my homework, seeing as how I don't have a class right now but I have needed to blog for a while and Francie Pants is REALLY LOUD next door, like I can hear him above my music. Not a good study situation!!! I am also considering laying down under my desk and taking a nap with skull candy. That is sounding better by the minute! Goll-dang!
I can't wait for this semester to be OVER!
I can't wait for this semester to be OVER!
Friday, November 23, 2007
2 hours v 14 hours
Can I just say I love love love that we flew!!! Fremont is beautiful, and dinner was DELICIOUS!!!
Today FRISCO!!!
Today FRISCO!!!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Mashed Potatoes
I love my roomies.
I made the BEST mashed 'tatoes. I had never made them before. . .yummy!
I can't wait for San Francisco.
I need to go to bed NOW.
I made the BEST mashed 'tatoes. I had never made them before. . .yummy!
I can't wait for San Francisco.
I need to go to bed NOW.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Its been one of those days
And it is only 12:27!
Last night I took a break. . . a needed break. I didn't do my homework or anything that needed doing, instead I played with clay some good old me time. I needed that. I think I want to bring my wheel back so that I can play more often it was a release. This morning I didn't make it to work at 8 and the boss said that was fine. As I was driving to class I had this feeling that I shouldn't go to class. Good thing, it wasn't five minutes later that I was crying in my car talking to mom. I hadn't hit my wall yet, and I think I did today. . .and PMSing. I'm still a little teary eyed, but so much better. Things will get better, I know they will, but right now life is work and school, with hardly any play. I am debating whether I want to work all day Friday and Saturday to make up for the San Francisco trip. I don't know, right now, not really, might as well burn a day of vacation right? I will be so RELIEVED when the semester is over and I can breathe.
Last night I took a break. . . a needed break. I didn't do my homework or anything that needed doing, instead I played with clay some good old me time. I needed that. I think I want to bring my wheel back so that I can play more often it was a release. This morning I didn't make it to work at 8 and the boss said that was fine. As I was driving to class I had this feeling that I shouldn't go to class. Good thing, it wasn't five minutes later that I was crying in my car talking to mom. I hadn't hit my wall yet, and I think I did today. . .and PMSing. I'm still a little teary eyed, but so much better. Things will get better, I know they will, but right now life is work and school, with hardly any play. I am debating whether I want to work all day Friday and Saturday to make up for the San Francisco trip. I don't know, right now, not really, might as well burn a day of vacation right? I will be so RELIEVED when the semester is over and I can breathe.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Happiness
I am so happy, I got home about 20 minutes ago from my parent's house since I stayed over night after the date. Things seem to be going in the right direction (well, I feel like they are) and for once I feel really good about everything. It is a nice feeling, unfortunately it will not always stay that way since we can't be happy 24-7-365. Unfortunately I am rather tired and don't really want to do my homework. I would rather be sleeping. . .or typing as the case may be.
Here is a quick run-down on my date
It was wonderful, he was prompt, if not early, which I like. He was a gentleman and opened all the doors for me. We went to the Javier's on 12th. I think it is the best one since the food came super fast, they gave us the chips and probably five to ten minutes after that our food came. SWEET. It was busy but not noisy (they have carpet on the floors and a lower ceiling than the one on Harrison). I don't know if I'm the only one that this happens to but, usually when I go on dates it feels rather awkward, this one wasn't it felt kind of weird, but nice since we slipped into conversation easily. He doesn't like to make decisions, it is funny cause I hate doing it all the time, so after dinner I said you get to choose what we do next and gave him some options on what to do next. We went to mom and dads house and made super yummy brownies and watched Cars (he had never seen it). It was fun cause we got to bake together it is fun to see how people act in the kitchen. It seemed like he felt comfortable there and he really liked the brownies and he LOVES dark chocolate!!! My parents came home at the end of the movie and so he met them, and he and dad talked work for a few minutes. He didn't seem uncomfortable then either. I sent some brownies home with him too. Before he left he said "We should do this again, I had fun." I agreed. I am somehow going to put the ball into his court and try to get him to take the initiative. Sometime during the night he said that he was painting his house. I really wanted to offer to help, I think it would be fun. I think I will since I like service.
I think there is potential there, only time will tell.
Here is a quick run-down on my date
It was wonderful, he was prompt, if not early, which I like. He was a gentleman and opened all the doors for me. We went to the Javier's on 12th. I think it is the best one since the food came super fast, they gave us the chips and probably five to ten minutes after that our food came. SWEET. It was busy but not noisy (they have carpet on the floors and a lower ceiling than the one on Harrison). I don't know if I'm the only one that this happens to but, usually when I go on dates it feels rather awkward, this one wasn't it felt kind of weird, but nice since we slipped into conversation easily. He doesn't like to make decisions, it is funny cause I hate doing it all the time, so after dinner I said you get to choose what we do next and gave him some options on what to do next. We went to mom and dads house and made super yummy brownies and watched Cars (he had never seen it). It was fun cause we got to bake together it is fun to see how people act in the kitchen. It seemed like he felt comfortable there and he really liked the brownies and he LOVES dark chocolate!!! My parents came home at the end of the movie and so he met them, and he and dad talked work for a few minutes. He didn't seem uncomfortable then either. I sent some brownies home with him too. Before he left he said "We should do this again, I had fun." I agreed. I am somehow going to put the ball into his court and try to get him to take the initiative. Sometime during the night he said that he was painting his house. I really wanted to offer to help, I think it would be fun. I think I will since I like service.
I think there is potential there, only time will tell.
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Happy Century!
Yeah, I FINALLY reached 100 posts. To celebrate I am going to. . .I don't know so here is what happened today.
Got up LATE. A late night killed me and I have a STUPENDOUS headache. I managed to do homework before class. . .it was wonderful. . .I needed to. I can't believe how blessed I have been lately. I was afraid that I would not be able to do everything I need to when I took on my new job. I have tried to keep the Sabbath day Holy and pay my tithing and do everything I can to make it so that the Lord has to bless me. I guess it works.
I just chopped off my hair. I am so happy. The girl who did styled it put too much product in it, I'm not one of those type of hair doers. I have to wait until morning, after I've styled it myself to see how it does. It is entirely too poofy right now. She said that I had the healthiest hair that she has seen in a really long time. It made me feel good. She also has the type of hair that I have and so she gave me some styling tips.
I have a date tomorrow. I asked, I was tired of sitting around on Friday nights. I have no clue what we are going to do other than go to Javier's. YUMMIE!! We could come to the apartment and watch a movie. I don't know. I just got off the phone with him and he is excited and so am I.
My goal is to be asleep in bed by 9:30 or earlier tonight.
Got up LATE. A late night killed me and I have a STUPENDOUS headache. I managed to do homework before class. . .it was wonderful. . .I needed to. I can't believe how blessed I have been lately. I was afraid that I would not be able to do everything I need to when I took on my new job. I have tried to keep the Sabbath day Holy and pay my tithing and do everything I can to make it so that the Lord has to bless me. I guess it works.
I just chopped off my hair. I am so happy. The girl who did styled it put too much product in it, I'm not one of those type of hair doers. I have to wait until morning, after I've styled it myself to see how it does. It is entirely too poofy right now. She said that I had the healthiest hair that she has seen in a really long time. It made me feel good. She also has the type of hair that I have and so she gave me some styling tips.
I have a date tomorrow. I asked, I was tired of sitting around on Friday nights. I have no clue what we are going to do other than go to Javier's. YUMMIE!! We could come to the apartment and watch a movie. I don't know. I just got off the phone with him and he is excited and so am I.
My goal is to be asleep in bed by 9:30 or earlier tonight.
Saturday, November 03, 2007
Snowboard
I am thinking about selling my board. . .
I am kind of afraid to get back on it. . .
I don't want to be paralyzed. . .
I love the sport so much it hurts to think about selling it.
I don't know.
Stumpy sort of kind of does. . .
Okay, other things I have yet to blog about.
I start my "new" job on Monday. I don't know, it is going to be difficult taking 10 more hours from my schedule to work. At least they love me and I can do homework if I have to. I do get a pay increase, and benefits, retirement options, work space, keys, to be on library committees and more responsibility. 8:00 mornings, blarg.
I am getting senioritis really bad, I just want out of school. I want some play time. A social life might also help.
For the second time I have asked a boy out and have been turned down because they had prior commitments. It SUCKS. I am going out on a limb to ask and I feel like it is breaking on me and I plummet to the ground and go splat. Some days this is why I want to be a pile on my bed FOREVER then I wouldn't have to talk to them.
I went to the temple yesterday and had a really nice time. I didn't expect to spend 4 hours there but I did initiatories and then a session. It was great. I feel so calm and at peace. I was inspired to read some things that I had been given at the end of my mission. It was from some previous APs.
I am kind of afraid to get back on it. . .
I don't want to be paralyzed. . .
I love the sport so much it hurts to think about selling it.
I don't know.
Stumpy sort of kind of does. . .
Okay, other things I have yet to blog about.
I start my "new" job on Monday. I don't know, it is going to be difficult taking 10 more hours from my schedule to work. At least they love me and I can do homework if I have to. I do get a pay increase, and benefits, retirement options, work space, keys, to be on library committees and more responsibility. 8:00 mornings, blarg.
I am getting senioritis really bad, I just want out of school. I want some play time. A social life might also help.
For the second time I have asked a boy out and have been turned down because they had prior commitments. It SUCKS. I am going out on a limb to ask and I feel like it is breaking on me and I plummet to the ground and go splat. Some days this is why I want to be a pile on my bed FOREVER then I wouldn't have to talk to them.
I went to the temple yesterday and had a really nice time. I didn't expect to spend 4 hours there but I did initiatories and then a session. It was great. I feel so calm and at peace. I was inspired to read some things that I had been given at the end of my mission. It was from some previous APs.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
My Sister
Is the AWESOMEST EVER!!! Instead of doing what she needed or wanted she spent about 3 hours helping me in my struggling room. It looks ten times better and I feel like I can get the upper hand on it tonight. THANK YOU CC!!!!
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Confessions of a Girl
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
It really depends on who it is. . .I have had guys offer, but, it REALLY depends on who it is.
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
Where would I be go in in a big poofy dress? How short is the short party dress?
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
Keep it for ever and ever because I am a sappy romantic at heart
4. Group dates or single dates?
Single. You gotta get to know the guy!
5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
yes! <---Ditto!
6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
no, but they are pretty and sparkly
7. Is your hair up or down today?
down. . .it usually is down.
8. Do you straighten your hair?
only if I want to flip it out.
9. Favorite mascara?
One that I can wash off with water.
10. Do you get your nails done?
Did once, it lasted about 2 weeks and then I ripped them off, they were very disruptive to everything!
11. Small or large purses?
I love purses, so why limit it to just one size?
12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
Wallet, lotion, keys, planner, chap stick.
13. Jeans or sweats?
I only wear sweats if it is a really cold day for snowboarding.
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
every once in a while
15. Do you text message a lot?
to certain people yes
16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
Wonder what happened since I'm not married and there is NO guy in my life. It would have to be something like immaculate conception. . .that would be blasphemous!
17. What’s your favorite color?
red, yellow, green mostly
18. Heels or flats?
both, it depends how my feet feel
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
most normal girls do don't they?
20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
Every Saturday (even when I have to work, like today)
21. Walmart or Target?
Depends on how much money I have and if there is anything on clearance that I want
22. Do you wear collared shirts?
yes
23. Do you like preppy boys?
depends, do they act all preppy and too good for you?
24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
depends on if it makes my lips feel good.
25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
Yeah, they were on sale at Claire's for 50 cents
26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
If I'm late, not much time at all
27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
I only like fabric band aids if I must wear them
28. Do you like skater boys?
Are they punky and have a bad mouth? if yes then no
29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
Yes
30. Gold or silver?
Silver. . .looks better on me. . .sometimes gold but it depends on how brassy it looks
31. Do you like to receive flowers?
What girl doesn't. I think it is a compliment
32. Do you like surfer boys?
sure, I guess. . .do they surf on Sunday or go to church?
33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
If I feel like it
34. Do you like to wear dresses?
If it makes me feel beautiful
35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
6
36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
Yes, birthday dinner for CC
37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
I'm kind of superficial that way. . .who is it and I'll tell you yes or no. Sometimes short guys try to make up for it with ego.
38. Do you like to hold hands?
Yes
39. What is the youngest you would date?
23, I have found that there are a lot of guys out there that are VERY immature and I really can't handle that . GROW UP!
40. What is the oldest you would date?
probably about 35. Don't know
41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
Eyes, mouth, personality, how they treat people
42. Is it hott when guys sweat?
it depends on what he's been doing. -- agree!
43. What is the best feature in a guy?
how he treats women, so kindness I guess
44. Do you like making eye contact?
Yes
46. Would you kill for chocolate?
No
47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
After I decide if its worth it.
48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
If I have money to spend 10
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
no, I catch it online
50. Do you yell a lot?
Only if I'm onery
51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
never
52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
no
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
no
54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
I live with out it.
55. Do you fall in love easily?
How am I treated by the guy I am suppose to fall in love with?
56. Do you have cramps?
when I am PMSing
57. Do you think you have the bestest friends ever?
yeah
It really depends on who it is. . .I have had guys offer, but, it REALLY depends on who it is.
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
Where would I be go in in a big poofy dress? How short is the short party dress?
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
Keep it for ever and ever because I am a sappy romantic at heart
4. Group dates or single dates?
Single. You gotta get to know the guy!
5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
yes! <---Ditto!
6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
no, but they are pretty and sparkly
7. Is your hair up or down today?
down. . .it usually is down.
8. Do you straighten your hair?
only if I want to flip it out.
9. Favorite mascara?
One that I can wash off with water.
10. Do you get your nails done?
Did once, it lasted about 2 weeks and then I ripped them off, they were very disruptive to everything!
11. Small or large purses?
I love purses, so why limit it to just one size?
12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
Wallet, lotion, keys, planner, chap stick.
13. Jeans or sweats?
I only wear sweats if it is a really cold day for snowboarding.
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
every once in a while
15. Do you text message a lot?
to certain people yes
16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
Wonder what happened since I'm not married and there is NO guy in my life. It would have to be something like immaculate conception. . .that would be blasphemous!
17. What’s your favorite color?
red, yellow, green mostly
18. Heels or flats?
both, it depends how my feet feel
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
most normal girls do don't they?
20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
Every Saturday (even when I have to work, like today)
21. Walmart or Target?
Depends on how much money I have and if there is anything on clearance that I want
22. Do you wear collared shirts?
yes
23. Do you like preppy boys?
depends, do they act all preppy and too good for you?
24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
depends on if it makes my lips feel good.
25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
Yeah, they were on sale at Claire's for 50 cents
26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
If I'm late, not much time at all
27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
I only like fabric band aids if I must wear them
28. Do you like skater boys?
Are they punky and have a bad mouth? if yes then no
29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
Yes
30. Gold or silver?
Silver. . .looks better on me. . .sometimes gold but it depends on how brassy it looks
31. Do you like to receive flowers?
What girl doesn't. I think it is a compliment
32. Do you like surfer boys?
sure, I guess. . .do they surf on Sunday or go to church?
33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
If I feel like it
34. Do you like to wear dresses?
If it makes me feel beautiful
35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
6
36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
Yes, birthday dinner for CC
37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
I'm kind of superficial that way. . .who is it and I'll tell you yes or no. Sometimes short guys try to make up for it with ego.
38. Do you like to hold hands?
Yes
39. What is the youngest you would date?
23, I have found that there are a lot of guys out there that are VERY immature and I really can't handle that . GROW UP!
40. What is the oldest you would date?
probably about 35. Don't know
41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
Eyes, mouth, personality, how they treat people
42. Is it hott when guys sweat?
it depends on what he's been doing. -- agree!
43. What is the best feature in a guy?
how he treats women, so kindness I guess
44. Do you like making eye contact?
Yes
46. Would you kill for chocolate?
No
47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
After I decide if its worth it.
48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
If I have money to spend 10
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
no, I catch it online
50. Do you yell a lot?
Only if I'm onery
51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
never
52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
no
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
no
54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
I live with out it.
55. Do you fall in love easily?
How am I treated by the guy I am suppose to fall in love with?
56. Do you have cramps?
when I am PMSing
57. Do you think you have the bestest friends ever?
yeah
4:35 am promptings
This morning I woke up with a start and the thought that I needed to go all the way down stairs and stop the dryer which had my clothes in it. I tried to push it away but it kept coming. I grabbed my flash light and my robe and headed down to the "dungeon." The dryer was still running so I turned it off. As I was leaving I noticed that roomie A's bedside light was still on, so I thought to be nice and to save energy I would turn it off for her. I sneaked into her room to turn it off. Unfortunately it was a lamp that has the push button that goes all the way through the lamp, and it was louder than I thought it would be. I was hoping that she is a heavy sleeper but she obviously isn't. The click it made scared her. She mumbled thanks, after I told her that her light was on. I feel so bad. She probably thinks that I was snooping. . . I wasn't. When I got back up to my room I said a little prayer that she would fall back to sleep quickly if she hadn't already. I feel so bad about that. Bad enough that it took me a while to fall back a sleep.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Public Once Again
I figured that after the little fiasco a while ago, and that the roomies have changed, I will go back to public. Welcome ALL!
I also resolve to only put positive things in (about others).
I also resolve to only put positive things in (about others).
Saturday, October 20, 2007
finished application
ten days ago my future job was posted and yesterday i finally finished applying. it has been interesting to see who has tried and wanted to apply. one of my colleagues even visited with my boss to ask if they would consider him with education in place of experience. i have realized that you really do have to have an 'in' in my line of work. i guess i have been pretty blessed.
yes i know that i haven't capitalized words and such, i'm using hunt and peck with one hand as i lay on my bed.
my roommate a is a scary driver and k is a horribly bossy passenger driver. i think i will stay home next time they go somewhere. bleck. i miss jn!
yes i know that i haven't capitalized words and such, i'm using hunt and peck with one hand as i lay on my bed.
my roommate a is a scary driver and k is a horribly bossy passenger driver. i think i will stay home next time they go somewhere. bleck. i miss jn!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Friday, October 12, 2007
This week has been. . .
Long, short, late, scary, great, spiritual, tiring. You name it I've probably experienced the feeling this week. I am greatful that I made it through, with help of course. I couldn't have made it with out the Lord!
Monday we had a fire drill in the library. It was just a practice, nice excuse to get out of the building and be in the sun. I got to see a guy I went to high school with. We talked while we waited to hear when it was "safe" to go back in. We keep running into each other at the institute. I saw him again on Wednesday. Wednesday morning I told myself that if I saw him I would ask him if he would like to do something. I saw him but I chickened out, then I chewed myself out that I didn't do it. I was all excited and everything. Dumb, dumb, dumb, DUMB!!!
I also wrote a paper on Monday in the car, on the way to Ikea. . .the HAPPIEST place on earth. I bought a string of l.e.d. star lights (Christmas). . .SO CUTE. I hung them above my bed. I don't know what I did on Tuesday, but it wasn't homework. . .oh yeah, I went to wally world with roomie J. Spent more money than I should have, but I will use all that I bought. I have to reign in on the spending though.
Wednesday, I went to Brigham, and did homework. I only went because I needed to get some papers from certain people for the ward history. Then I had to do homework. I thought it would take me a short time. My fault I know, I had the assignment for 2 weeks. I will do better on the next one. I stayed up well past midnight to get it done. Thursday I rolled out of bed to make it to my class at 10. It was canceled. Didn't follow the spirit to check my e-mail. Turned around and went home and slept until 12:30ish. Ate grilled cheese for lunch and then went to my 1:00 class, the one the assignment was for, sat through an extremely boring lecture and went home. Boss lady said I didn't have to come in. YAY!! Didn't get in bed early either. I intended to but didn't happen. I did start applying for my job that FINALLY got posted yesterday.
Skipped my institute class, this morning. rolled out of bed at 8:00. Got to work at 9:10 with five minutes to spare. I get to stay here ALL DAY- Everyone else is at CIMA at the BYZoo. That's ok, when I got into my car Billy Joel was in my CD player and it was good. Now I'm listening to it because sometimes its a Billy day. Did I mention that I started PMSing on Wednesday night?
I feel like I have been running ragged and late for everything. This morning I showered and blow dried my hair just a tiny bit then put on a headband. Brought my breakfast and lunch to work. Yummy cereal and frozen berries. . .
Monday we had a fire drill in the library. It was just a practice, nice excuse to get out of the building and be in the sun. I got to see a guy I went to high school with. We talked while we waited to hear when it was "safe" to go back in. We keep running into each other at the institute. I saw him again on Wednesday. Wednesday morning I told myself that if I saw him I would ask him if he would like to do something. I saw him but I chickened out, then I chewed myself out that I didn't do it. I was all excited and everything. Dumb, dumb, dumb, DUMB!!!
I also wrote a paper on Monday in the car, on the way to Ikea. . .the HAPPIEST place on earth. I bought a string of l.e.d. star lights (Christmas). . .SO CUTE. I hung them above my bed. I don't know what I did on Tuesday, but it wasn't homework. . .oh yeah, I went to wally world with roomie J. Spent more money than I should have, but I will use all that I bought. I have to reign in on the spending though.
Wednesday, I went to Brigham, and did homework. I only went because I needed to get some papers from certain people for the ward history. Then I had to do homework. I thought it would take me a short time. My fault I know, I had the assignment for 2 weeks. I will do better on the next one. I stayed up well past midnight to get it done. Thursday I rolled out of bed to make it to my class at 10. It was canceled. Didn't follow the spirit to check my e-mail. Turned around and went home and slept until 12:30ish. Ate grilled cheese for lunch and then went to my 1:00 class, the one the assignment was for, sat through an extremely boring lecture and went home. Boss lady said I didn't have to come in. YAY!! Didn't get in bed early either. I intended to but didn't happen. I did start applying for my job that FINALLY got posted yesterday.
Skipped my institute class, this morning. rolled out of bed at 8:00. Got to work at 9:10 with five minutes to spare. I get to stay here ALL DAY- Everyone else is at CIMA at the BYZoo. That's ok, when I got into my car Billy Joel was in my CD player and it was good. Now I'm listening to it because sometimes its a Billy day. Did I mention that I started PMSing on Wednesday night?
I feel like I have been running ragged and late for everything. This morning I showered and blow dried my hair just a tiny bit then put on a headband. Brought my breakfast and lunch to work. Yummy cereal and frozen berries. . .
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Public or Private?
I have been going back and forth of weather I should go public or stay private with my blog. I think for the time being it'll stay private.
I should start a new post named not soon enough, but I'm lazy.
I have a friend getting married tomorrow, and I talked to her today. She is, I really don't know. She has gotten flaky, but that is usually what happens to engaged girls. I WILL NOT BE ONE OF THEM!! That is my vow. But anyway, she got a bunch of things mixed up and I had to straighten her out. It was funny. I really don't envy her. She had wanted me to be her maid of honor, but I am glad that she asked someone else, I don't want to be in charge of anything at the wedding. I have gotten to thinking and now I REALLY think it would suck to be a brides maid or a maid of honor for a friend, a family member wouldn't be as bad though. I would feel out of place I think, in a friend's line.
Bed Time!!!
I should start a new post named not soon enough, but I'm lazy.
I have a friend getting married tomorrow, and I talked to her today. She is, I really don't know. She has gotten flaky, but that is usually what happens to engaged girls. I WILL NOT BE ONE OF THEM!! That is my vow. But anyway, she got a bunch of things mixed up and I had to straighten her out. It was funny. I really don't envy her. She had wanted me to be her maid of honor, but I am glad that she asked someone else, I don't want to be in charge of anything at the wedding. I have gotten to thinking and now I REALLY think it would suck to be a brides maid or a maid of honor for a friend, a family member wouldn't be as bad though. I would feel out of place I think, in a friend's line.
Bed Time!!!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Happy October. . .Almost. . .
Probably by the time most of you read this it will be.
Last week I was "proven wrong" by a three guys in two days, separate occasions. It went like this.
Wednesday JY, who I know from High School saw me at the institute after class and we chatted it up for a few minutes. Then I found out that he was parked on 34th street, so I offered him a ride. It was interesting. He actually initiated the conversation, and waited to talk to me after I stopped to say hi to our cutie-pie new roomie J. It really surprised me because, oh, I don't know. . .boys don't usually do that for me. Especially not of late, and I think that has partly caused the funk I was in, but I'll write about that later.
Thursday was (I keep almost saying linger longer, but its not) $2 lunch at the institute. $2 for a good meal (mostly)!!! As I was on my way to the 'tute I saw this guy with a shirt that said "I think therefore my head hurts" I loved it, so I texted it to most everyone I know who is in school. . .I got a few responses, but that was it. I randomly sent one to CD, but I figured that he had probably erased my phone number and forgot about me. Little did I know. While I was at work my phone started to vibrate, and I pulled it out and saw it was CD!!!! Happy day! I ran into the stack room and answered it. We chatted for like 5 minutes, but it was enough to make me feel good, because he ACTUALLY remembered me and took the time to say call and say hey, I got your text, and then he asked if I was at work and what I was up to and why I wasn't in the ward any more. I asked him questions, that were interspersed in his like, are you still working at aspen mills (no, he is working for a physical therapist) and other happy things like that.
Also on Thursday, at lunch I spotted a guy who I have wanted to talk to. He is in my Poly Sci class and we are doing a legislative simulation on the U.S. Senate. I made the excuse that I wanted to ask him why he chose to represent NC (really because I did want to know, (I had really wanted NC)). I got my lunch. . .and since I'm always alone, I went to his table and almost didn't have the guts to ask him, and almost just sat down feeling all lonely. I didn't though, I set my food down and then decided to ask. . .it was kind of awkward, but soon we got in to a good rolling conversation about anything and everything, like watching channel 9 (uen) and 7 and 11. We even talked about grad school how he wants to go and how I want to also. He said I should go for it this year and not wait. That is confidence in me that I don't even have. I was having a good time and I think that he was too. He kept smiling and he had really warm happy sparklie eyes, ( I did look, they are brown) He wasn't afraid to look me in the eye either, which is really refreshing, he seemed sincerely interested. I must give off this air that I don't mean to, but I do. How bout I call him LJ?
This should really go in another post, but I'm feeling too durn lazy to get another one going.
Sacrament meeting was okay, it being fast Sunday and the month that the reds and em and kris are getting married, it seemed that all the testimonies focused on them and the fact that they were "graduating" from the ward. I have to tell you, it kind of pissed me off that you have to "graduate" from the ward the fact is that some people don't. I talked to the Bishop after sacrament since I felt like crap. I spilled it all, like how I have been a really crabby person as of late and being sure about the job I'm gonna get and then not being sure about it. . .and yes, even being frustrated with dumb boys, who only want to be friends, or totally ignore you, or just for being dumb and insensitive. Bishop T. said that there are a lot of dumb boys (yes he called them dumb!) in the ward. I'm so glad that we girls are not the only ones who see how dumb boys can be! He gave me some other advice and then gave me a blessing.What a comfort it was to have one. I am not doubting anymore and now have hope. Typing this blog entry has also helped me feel better.
Past my bedtime. better go.
cheers to all.
Last week I was "proven wrong" by a three guys in two days, separate occasions. It went like this.
Wednesday JY, who I know from High School saw me at the institute after class and we chatted it up for a few minutes. Then I found out that he was parked on 34th street, so I offered him a ride. It was interesting. He actually initiated the conversation, and waited to talk to me after I stopped to say hi to our cutie-pie new roomie J. It really surprised me because, oh, I don't know. . .boys don't usually do that for me. Especially not of late, and I think that has partly caused the funk I was in, but I'll write about that later.
Thursday was (I keep almost saying linger longer, but its not) $2 lunch at the institute. $2 for a good meal (mostly)!!! As I was on my way to the 'tute I saw this guy with a shirt that said "I think therefore my head hurts" I loved it, so I texted it to most everyone I know who is in school. . .I got a few responses, but that was it. I randomly sent one to CD, but I figured that he had probably erased my phone number and forgot about me. Little did I know. While I was at work my phone started to vibrate, and I pulled it out and saw it was CD!!!! Happy day! I ran into the stack room and answered it. We chatted for like 5 minutes, but it was enough to make me feel good, because he ACTUALLY remembered me and took the time to say call and say hey, I got your text, and then he asked if I was at work and what I was up to and why I wasn't in the ward any more. I asked him questions, that were interspersed in his like, are you still working at aspen mills (no, he is working for a physical therapist) and other happy things like that.
Also on Thursday, at lunch I spotted a guy who I have wanted to talk to. He is in my Poly Sci class and we are doing a legislative simulation on the U.S. Senate. I made the excuse that I wanted to ask him why he chose to represent NC (really because I did want to know, (I had really wanted NC)). I got my lunch. . .and since I'm always alone, I went to his table and almost didn't have the guts to ask him, and almost just sat down feeling all lonely. I didn't though, I set my food down and then decided to ask. . .it was kind of awkward, but soon we got in to a good rolling conversation about anything and everything, like watching channel 9 (uen) and 7 and 11. We even talked about grad school how he wants to go and how I want to also. He said I should go for it this year and not wait. That is confidence in me that I don't even have. I was having a good time and I think that he was too. He kept smiling and he had really warm happy sparklie eyes, ( I did look, they are brown) He wasn't afraid to look me in the eye either, which is really refreshing, he seemed sincerely interested. I must give off this air that I don't mean to, but I do. How bout I call him LJ?
This should really go in another post, but I'm feeling too durn lazy to get another one going.
Sacrament meeting was okay, it being fast Sunday and the month that the reds and em and kris are getting married, it seemed that all the testimonies focused on them and the fact that they were "graduating" from the ward. I have to tell you, it kind of pissed me off that you have to "graduate" from the ward the fact is that some people don't. I talked to the Bishop after sacrament since I felt like crap. I spilled it all, like how I have been a really crabby person as of late and being sure about the job I'm gonna get and then not being sure about it. . .and yes, even being frustrated with dumb boys, who only want to be friends, or totally ignore you, or just for being dumb and insensitive. Bishop T. said that there are a lot of dumb boys (yes he called them dumb!) in the ward. I'm so glad that we girls are not the only ones who see how dumb boys can be! He gave me some other advice and then gave me a blessing.What a comfort it was to have one. I am not doubting anymore and now have hope. Typing this blog entry has also helped me feel better.
Past my bedtime. better go.
cheers to all.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Is it 4:30 yet?
Today has dragged on, since like 2:00 this afternoon. I almost didn't get out of bed to make it to my first (and only) class. It is institute and my cousin is in the class, and I enjoy it so I MADE myself get out of bed. I re-started my swimming routine, that had fallen to the wayside. I HURT today because of it. I keep thinking, just keep doing it, you will feel better eventually. I hate the word eventually because sometimes it doesn't come, or at least it feels like it will never come. Its freakin' cold at work today too, not a good thing when my body hurts.
I HATE BRAS!! too bad I'm too well endowed to runaround with out one because that would feel oh so nice since on days like today it stabs and pinches and is all around uncomfortable. On the up side, I actually curled my hair today since I showered after I swam last night. I even made myself look more presentable, and have gotten some nice compliments about how I look today.
I HATE BRAS!! too bad I'm too well endowed to runaround with out one because that would feel oh so nice since on days like today it stabs and pinches and is all around uncomfortable. On the up side, I actually curled my hair today since I showered after I swam last night. I even made myself look more presentable, and have gotten some nice compliments about how I look today.
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